aaaand, the panic sets in.
Just a little bit.
I know what I want, I’m just too chicken to admit it, or make any changes for the better. I know that even if I did make the required changes, what I want still wouldn’t happen.
Because this is where I am. And I won’t be back anytime soon. And I promised myself I wouldn’t be mad if things weren’t the same when I returned. I don’t expect other people to put life on hold.
…so there’s that.
If that money doesn’t show, then you owe me owe me owe.
Now I need to go watch this movie, immediately.
My body is weak, from not enough sleep.
I’ve been fighting with it for about 4 hours now.
I am terrible at writing craigslist adds.
somebody live in my house in Sunny Brea, I’m moving into the woods.